Clarity

“It may not be the way I would have chosen when you lead me through a world that’s not my home, but You never said it would be easy…You only said I’d never go alone” --Ginny Owens

I don’t regret a minute of it. And I’m ok. Really, truly, not lying to anyone or myself. Believe me, I’ve searched to the innermost depths and I am just fine in this place.

I can’t say that I totally understand the purpose behind the events of the last few weeks. Maybe it was for me to see where I stand and for what I won’t stand. Or to remind me that there is hope, there is a plan, there is a purpose. Even if I don’t always get it. I know what’s in my heart. I believe in myself and know what’s true.

Oh, you all warned me because you love me. I love you for that. Thanks for letting me talk it out and not judging me for doing what my heart told me to do. My decision to take a risk even if it might hurt a little along the way was the right one. Sometimes you have to be broken to find out who you are. Funny thing is, I’m not anywhere near broken. That saying “what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger,” as annoying as it may be when you feel like the world is crashing down on you, is actually pretty true. I’m stronger for the things I’ve walked through.

What will be will be. That’s all I know, and for now it’s enough.